Xiao Zhu Zhu's world

I'm half dead =<

2008-03-18T08:14:00.000-07:00

omg. shouldn't be looking forward to swimming at all and now i caught a flu with slight fever... damn it.. i'm like so looking forward to get over with the 2.4 km la. i mean, if i just finish it 1 2 3 and only during like half a period?
gosh la... my dear friends dun go anywhere near me tomorrow k? dun wanna spread. Must go to school ofos, BAXIA! 1J JIAYOU! >.<
eh hem is bothering me about not posting so should post more... i promise that at least one post each blog, per week. and i got stuff nose =<>= keep sneezing, blowing and pressing my nose saying "i got dubby dose"ok baxia everyone! ganbatte to me too ^^ 一定会有福报哦！today extra funny, sad that yih xi dun wanna be vice chair anymore. she's so nice, as in leaderhip and all. so sad =< will be sitting with her till mr zein come back and tell us to *sneeze* change back, and i saw him today talking to i dunno our seniors?oops... excuse mua~ i called him u know but q. yu xin say i got mental problem or sth... did chinese painting today! so cool, but i too long never hold 毛笔 le, tend to tremble and i still cant remember where i put my 笔墨纸砚 the ones i used last time, but nvm everything is started AFRESH! TADAH! eh wan qi i improved alot in my 毛笔字 le! dun need your help anymore... sad? ^^ *shows off* omigosh look at my nose its growing longer... ok i shall stop here before u all clap, i mean applau... i mean throw rotten eggs at me or sth. =P good luck will come ur way! BAXIA!

...When was the last time i post?

2007-12-11T07:51:00.000-08:00

haha this blog had been dead for as long as i remember... so decided to revive it. thought about letting it be dead for some time... In to the fahrenheit craze, its natural k? i am not like mad or crazy over them, just admire, i wanna walk in their footsteps like they my teacher or something...
being a singer had always been a dream of mine... even thought of going taiwan... haha... check out youtube sometime, maybe will HEAR ME singing, but when u listen, keep ur speakers away from any glass, afraid that it will break...
and... I NEED SUPPORT U KNOW?? U HAVE TO TAG ME THEN I WOULD KNOW THAT SOMEONE STILL VISITS MY BLOG! hehehehehe... enough of nonsense lets see when will i post next!

JEALOUS!!!

2007-09-27T02:31:00.000-07:00

wa biang i'm so damn jealous of her... well once i decided to "battle" her to badminton sometime soon after PSLE. i dunnno why but i wanted to train and brush up my skills even though i had to admit that i dunno how gd/bad she is and my skills are pretty good (well obviously i'm boasting) but i welcome anyone to battle me.. lol

i mean there's no need for me to be scared is there? i should have faith in myself.. but maybe its becos we had been frens for so long... i became "afraid" of her skills. surprising eh? where is the 天不怕地不怕girl? where is the straightforward girl? where is the girl who just screams her head off when pple made her angry? where is the girl who's so fierce? where is the girl who hate to hurt pple's heart and instead hurt her own heart? where where where? its all the influence of new school... ARGH!!!

i am putting on an act the whole time.. i tried to act like the old girl everyone knew and "liked" (as if) but infact i'm changing... well at least my liking of singing and acting dint change... but for goodness sake, i'm so fat lor *roll eyes* haix... i hate changes................

cursed...

2007-09-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

i'm cursed! i dun get it... why am i always sick??? feel like puking and early in the morning ready to go to school early, i cried... lol? well the pain was unbearable (stomachache)... well its better now except for the puking...

and just, i "smashed" my toe with the door when i was shutting it... unlucky me... ><

lotta things to say

2007-09-22T16:52:00.000-07:00

i got alotta things to say and i gonna type fast to remember what i wanted to say...

1) last night my dumb bro came home damn late and make me worry so much that i jump out of my comfortable bed and go give him a stupid call wehn i should have been sleeping...

2) i dreamt about her yesterday... yes HER if u know who... we were joking around, laughing and playing just like what we use to do... but my stupid bro came home and wake me up... its all a dream... just like reality...

3) Jessie said that her life suck, but will it be worst then mine? she may be the vain queen, but i am the depressed girl! she may be crying out abt her frens and all... but i have to choke my tears and put on a strong front. she have true frens who is there for her... but me? NOTHING! to me... life sucks so much that i can't bear... but still? have to continue life!

4) i later going to a wedding lunch so will be posting about it in the other blog, i'm bored now.... thus, i blog....

5) just finished the book - Dangerous Wishes hate the part when the khwan came into subject... a khawn is a spirit which thai believed in... it is a spirit which comes out of the body of thai when thai was drunk, or in a unconscious state... and khwan follows pple around and makes that person go crazy and hurt him/herself... there was a man in the story whereby he lost 1 of his leg when he stepped on a mine land... but what makes him step on it which make his leg blew off? a khwan... and the khwan gave me the shivers when this man's, without one leg, khwan came out of his body when he was drunk and knocked out... the khwan chased one of the main character everywhere... yes EVERYWHERE! and the khwan has TWO legs... imagine being chased by... =X

well i guess thats all... u should try reading that book too!

do i suck?

2007-09-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

well...come to think of it, maybe that person hate me is my own fault... i wanted to change... please remind me to... to change to a better person, someone who's not so irritating... i will try to change myself too...

i thought of the good and bad times i have had with all my friends... and notice that the bad times weighed in my heart more. it's like locked in my heart, and come to think of it, the only key to unlock it is to change myself, change myself to an optimist.... cos i getting kinda depressed... i'm sick of acting... there's this phrase which suit me: 最难演的戏就是当你内心很难受,却要演得非常快乐...

i know that 江山易改,本性难移... but i will try my best cos even 愚翁 can "移山" so why cant i move "my" 江山? i will try....

P.S. my new blog is http://xiaodingdang-doraebaby.blogspot.com (for your info if u dunno...) Jia You for exams!!! ^^

Just so bored...

2007-09-21T23:41:00.000-07:00

hehe... blogging cos i'm bored... bored cos i'm blogging... when i'm bored doen't mean i blog... when i blog doesn't mean i'm bored...
so which am i??? i'm not sure too...
lame eh?? but i dun care... and i still dun get it... all my friends said that this person who hate me is wierd and i shouldn't care abt it or even take notice of it... but come on... this is the last year already! we will probably not see each other anymore... this is so damn childish! when u write in autograph book, alot of pple try nt to write or maybe did not write who they hate but this person is so damn juvenile man... dun u think this is juvenile? this is soooo lame... and i am more lame to care abt or even blog abt it, but i need "justice"!

So u hate me eh?

2007-09-20T23:43:00.000-07:00

To thosewho hate me: you are so juvenile if u hate me...
Reasons:
1) this is the last yearalready lamos!
2) what did i do???
3) u bloody... =X (no offense<<<) I NEED A REASON
4) if i did wrong i will apologise... wait... erm error... i shud rephrase
if i THINK i did wrong, i will apologise

sorry for those who's reading this stupid message... BUT, its a MUST for those who hate me to read and.... u can scold... but dun go overboard swearing!

P.S. sorry Esther wong for not tagging cos... i forgot ur url... anyway... wish those who read my blog (even those who hate me) pass any of their tests... i mean ALL of their tests with flying COLOURS!!! GOOD LUCK~

declaring sorry...

2007-07-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

okay okay... i know i havent been blogging... no throwing of rotten eggs pls... Wan Qi had been "bugging" me... so, finally i remote controlled my hands and fingers up for typing...

i am in audition craze again... but exams coming.... ESTHER NEO is my life saver... by right, today i am suppose to have oral when e.n. said that its 34, 33.... so lin lao shi called evin...

but it isn't exactly good for me issit??? i know not much pple like me... but, do u think i care??? istill have the rights to hate pple right? so... I HATE that merrilynn or however her name's spelled

the first time i saw her she's already irritating.... she, with no rights, cut my hair when i was pasting a poster on the library door... who she think she is? barber??? she help pple wash leg oso no use.... okay okay... shant say much... she will probably read this... but i think its gd... well wish whoever read my blog pass with flying colours for ALL EXAMS!!!!

help!!!

2007-05-09T01:48:00.000-07:00

help!!! i cannot type... most of what i type is copy n paste... ='(

NEW...

2007-03-29T23:47:00.000-07:00

OKAY... new... homework... later i will check just filling u in abt sch.... ok, today nth interesting other than P.E. P.E we play the ball than Li Qing kicked the ball out n sarah go take than wan qi use her "powerful" leg n kick till Sarah's "pathetic" butt... Jessie "gana" hit on the nose n Portia on the leg... poor things............. than i holding a ball than that idiotic "bunny" (he doesn't loks or acts like 1 they r cuter even Barney!) go take the ball away than i asked him for it n he gave n idiotic kick n hit Mrs Quek... muahahahaha best got lecture chinese teacher still call him "guai" as if... and Jessie cried bcos of her too... bcos Jessie said the chinese teacher say today sing so alotta pple dun bring recorder thjan the teacher say shes talking crap n lobsters or watsoeva.....

Homework: Science Test 6
Chinese Compo 5
English Unit 3 activity 6
Bu cong lian xi ( 补充练习)

P.S if i left out anyone homework pls tell me at: telephone/ chatbox/ msn (try not to e-mail) thx^^ have a happy day!!!

OKAY,,,

2007-03-28T04:53:00.000-07:00

OK... call me a big fat liar i started posting not even 10 min later... but at least 10sec... n i dint even shed a tear not even crocodile tears... anyway i no mood to scold all the pple i hate.... so... today i met a "sum1" who reprimand Jessie like blah blah blah ask her for more details... and she scolded censored censored censored. poor thing lol i dunno what the hell to say so erm try looking at my blog everyday i will post BETTER ones next time lol...
P.S i like sheenice more to n shes the same case as Portia haha

Hate you

2007-03-28T04:51:00.000-07:00

HOW DARE U SUPPORT HER I AM NOT GOING TO BLOG FOR LIKE !) WHOLE YEARS BCOS OF THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I M GONNAY CRY EVERYDAY BCOS OF THAT TOO, I HATE U HATE U HATE U!!!!!!!!!

Bored and crazy

2007-03-28T04:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday:..... I hate her hate her hate her
If u support me than anyone else i hate dun read on.......
why r u still reading? dun read on and type in my cbox to support me

WHY R U STILL READING？？? u support her over me? ='( i so sad till dun want blog le i hate u >=(

Birthday Piggy?

2007-03-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.... Its my birthday today.... n blah blah blah. i try not 2 be formal so here goes....
WHY DOES MR NG HAVE 2 SPEAK 4 30min i min 31 min for a teeny tiny speech but the surprising thing is its his shortest speech eva!! y on my birthday ='( than Jessie greet me happy birthday by slapping me than say "happy birthday" oh n so did esther... doing work do do do than suddenly sum1 cried (not from our class) than Mrs Chan gave a wierd look... today got I&E ambassador training, quite nice... but i wonder how shud i start the I&E corner so i decided to use a box instead^^ comment please if u dun like it i dun mind critism = oh and in maple sum1 lv 100 is born on the same day as me.... a little surprised but my dad say its common.

P.S. I started to like Portia more unlike last time whereby i neither hate nor like her... but shes nice n al...l guess we just does not hit along well =P